stalking updates

found it! not actually sure what i found but i found something and it's worth looking into. hopefully i will get somewhere. anywhere. on other thigns - watching MTV Japan and found this japanese artist - the singer looks like bjork. only younger. with a different hairdo. sounds like her also but not really... maybe the genre? the way she sings? but not really maybe at the first sound of their song. i thought it was bjork? i don't know. i really like their sound though. really great guitar riff.
on other-other things. BEANS. hmmm. makes me think. beans makes (no, not bean. beans as in the codename beans) me think.

what are the chances

of takeshi kaneshiro accidentally knocking on my hotel door? ZERO that's what. no matter how much i pray... or stalk. it will never happen. it's my day but howell...

geographically closer to takeshi kaneshiro

yes. i am geographically closer. like that matters...

latest obsession - takeshi kaneshiro

after several takeshi kaneshiro movies for the past few weeks i am officially hooked. i first saw this guy in a chinese movie (china dragon - i finally found the title) several years back (13 to be exact) when chinese movies dubbed in english were being shown by a local channel. obsession started when a friend got me hooked on asian drama (not really drama-drama though - korean, japanese, taiwanese...).
i really do love watching chinese movies but that addiction stopped when my brother's cable provider stopped supporting the chinese star movies channel. anyway, i am now once again spending endless hours watching asian shows (hah! progress! before it was just hongkong movies and japanese horror movies) and since dramas just take too long to watch i've resorted to searching for asian movies (further proof that i really do have ADD - this is based on the latest diagnosis my friends and i have made). i ended up watching turn left, turn right and tadaaaa i have reacquainted myself (uhuh, "reacquainted myself") with takeshi kaneshiro. and like any obsession i have started to google his name all over the place. how sick is that?! and i have ended up watching almost all of his movies (still can't make myself watch drama-drama = haven't seen any of his dramas yet... and again the ADD problem), read movie reviews and now i have sunk to the lowest of the low - watching takeshi kaneshiro interviews about his movies on youtube. GAH. and now i am once again bored and have the urge to google his name. sick. i think i am sick. i really do need more sleep.

beans

and my first official post about beans. after several months of not adding anythign in this blog...
what's with the letter b?
it's a b again.
baboy is still baboy but gotta move move move my a$$.
what do you do when another person has a very (and i mean very) wrong idea about you? do you:
1. ignore. doesn't matter what he/she thinks.
2. do something. get to know the other person better so that he/she gets to know you better = will have the right idea about you.
3. give the person a hint he/she is sort of wrong to keep him/her guessing.
4. i have no idea - any inputs here?
since i know myself i will probably do #1.
but then again what if the other person's opinion matters? say he/she is a friend or almost friend or someone you one to be friends with? resort to #2? but i don't do #2. so i did the next best thing. i did #3. was that a wise move? now that i think about it why did the other person have the wrong idea to begin with???

unofficial about baboy vol: about baboy vol 26

so. it's over. all over. no wishful thinking, day dreaming, whatsoever allowed. 2 squares of 2 and it's over.

my mood and the rain

it is raining quite hard today. lots of water... watery, watery rain. fits my mood perfectly. i had dream last night. mother was in it. she said she's happy and i am glad. it's just makes me sad. happy-sad? i miss mother :(